I never was the hugest fan of christmas but this year is certainly the worst. It's my second real christmas without Tim and without...Anka, also. And without anyone else, for that matter. I find myself thinking of wrens and rubbing my tattoo far too often, plagued by my own stupid memory. Blessing and a curse, lemme tell you ( Read more... )

It feels like my head won't stop. I haven't been doing much of anything with anyone and I feel bad for it. I've even been skipping class because. I don't even have a reason ( Read more... )

I need to pick up some bleach or something at the store. I wasn't depressed or anything, just kind of overwhelmed, kind of curious. Timer says it took me a couple of hours to come back. I just needed to stop dreaming for a while and it wasn't much better but at least I know the rules in between spaces ( Read more... )

I live. Mostly. Today was my last official day of work. I've got off until like tuesday of next week. Tomorrow's my last class, too, for a while ( Read more... )

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I'm only here because I can't sleep, internet. I've got to take a shower [already went for my run, about an hour early] and I just can't sleep. I don't need to be to the office til nine and I'm kind of tired but all I do is lay in bed and stare at the ceiling ( Read more... )